If Only - Gabe Bondoc

4 am.

I’m looking at myself

The reflection of the clock on top of my shelf

Here it comes- I’m still awake

and I can feel the sun

Shining through the trees

To shine on me, but don’t shine on me

So maybe if I close my eyes

maybe then I can see you smilin'

I’ll be dreaming of good times

Oh, I’m sure it’ll stop the cryin'

If only you’d come back to me

Maybe then I can stop this lyin'

To myself

Oh…

All these sounds

Sometimes silence can be so damn loud

Baby girl if I could have my choice

I’d only hear your voice

Feel you breathe

and feel the earth move when you’re touchin' me

So many things that I wish

that I can do with you

So maybe if I close my eyes

maybe then I can see you smiling

I’ll be dreaming of good times

Oh, I’m sure it’ll stop the cryin'

If only you’d come back to me

Maybe then I can stop this lyin'

To myself

All the megapixels in this world

Couldn’t capture what you mean to me, girl

If a picture’s worth a thousand words

No million pictures could speak for her

La la la la la la la la la la la…

Always lying to myself, heyyy… yeahhh

So maybe if I close my eyes

maybe then I can see you smilin'

I’ll be dreaming of good times

Oh, I’m sure it’ll stop the cryin'

If only you’d come back to me

Oh, maybe maybe then I can stop this lyin'

To myself

Heyyy, yeahh