Worry Seed - Free Throw

All of a sudden

My head is getting light

I’m not feeling right

Inner monologue floods in

Jaw is clenching tight

And I can’t stand up, so

Undo all of my logic

And as dread creeps in, my ego fades

My heart is pounding out of my chest

My legs won’t rest, I’m dripping with sweat

I think I’m fucking dying

I think I’m fucking dying

I know that it’s all in my head

But the cold hard truth is that we all end up dead

And I think I’m fucking dying

I think I’m fucking dying now

Right now

Wish my heart rate would slow down

It’s getting old now, this showdown

It’s like a heart attack’s inbound

Fear is profound, I’m unwound

Run through a checklist of symptoms

And a few convince me I’m shutting down

My heart’s pounding out of my chest

My legs won’t rest, I’m dripping with sweat

I think I’m fucking dying

I think I’m fucking dying

I know that it’s all in my head

But the cold hard truth is that we all end up dead

And I think I’m fucking dying now

And I feel so weak

I think this soon will pass

So, I need to breathe

And say this soon will pass

It’s a duel between logic and dread

And the fact is I know that we all end up dead someday