As Time Will Show - fractals

Purpose illusive

Insomnia commands me

Grasping for the walls

Denied mental foundation

Neural transmission paroxys

Frantic sporadism;

frenzied information

Random signals cross paths and convex

Within my decaying conscience

Spasmodic pulses of insanity

Collapsing logical self

My intellect is caving

Pain exceeding human threshold

Tearing at my own flesh;

denying hypoxia

I will not succumb to this madness

Searing flashes of all I have been

A life once hopeful now evades me

Skin disintegrating;

burning like paper

I will not succumb to this madness

Purpose illusive

Insomnia commands me

Unaccepting of ultimatum

I defy this;

I will become fate

A birthright foretold of this world will not defeat me

I will ascend

My lifeforce is fading

Mental degradation reflected physically

My body crumbles but I remain steadfast

I will not succumb to this madness

Limbless;

fragments tear from my shell

Yet my focus will not waver

I must rise beyond mortal plane

I will not succumb to this madness