Alone and Comfortable - Former

No sleep tonight

My eyes are painted red

Slow, slow come the thoughts

Of how I should be

Dead instead of this

I bottle up, afraid to believe

So many voices are screaming at me

I choke it up, it’s all in my head

So many faces are staring back at me

I wonder what it’s like

To be alone and comfortable

'Cause I am scared to death

When I feel the rage inside of me explode

I bottle up, afraid to believe

So many voices are screaming at me

I choke it up, it’s all in my head

So many faces are staring back at me

I want to sink inside myself and float away

I smoke myself 'til half past death to make them scream

I want to sink inside myself and float away

I smoke myself 'til half past death and make them scream

Somebody help me get these voices from my head

They’re driving me insane

I can feel them screaming for me now

But they won’t take the blame

Can you hear me now?

Am I speaking out loud?

Everyone will write me off once they figure me out

I bottle up, afraid to believe

So many voices are screaming at me

I choke it up, it’s all in my head

So many faces are staring back at me