Slurpee, Pt. 2 -

I’ve been smoking my mother’s brand of cigarettes because I hate myself to death

I burnt a hole through my brain trying to remember not to do this again

I take what they tell me to feel like myself

But I’m not so sure of when I became someone else

Nobody notices chapped lips and headaches so I don’t get up most days

Sometimes you can’t get over what you’re going through

If I feel like nothing, eventually I will feel nothing at all