Evasion - Focused

The complexity of my senses

They betray my emotions

And as he stands near

But with hidden resign

I plunge forward unaware

Of my footing beneath me

Only to peer to the window of reason

That continues to shut me out

But my uncertain struggle remains obscured

By his indifferent eyes that evade my existence

But my uncertain struggle remains obscured

By his indifferent eyes that evade my existence

I have lost my sense of balance

Looking over this fence of separation

For his presence continues to echo

The emptiness of my soul

And my spirit that longs for a solitary glance

Of reassurance from his eyes

What will I see and what will I do?

Left without myself to forsake my depression

But my uncertain struggle remains obscured

By his indifferent eyes that evade my existence

Evasion, evasion

Silently I forsake my dejection

So reluctant to slip on the debris of my self worth

But my uncertain struggle remains obscured

By his indifferent eyes that evade my existence

Evasion, evasion

I have lost my sense of balance

Looking over this fence of separation

For his presence continues to echo

The emptiness of my soul

And my spirit that so longs for a solitary glance

Of reassurance from his eyes

What will I see and what will I do?

Left without myself to forsake my depression

But my uncertain struggle remains obscured

By his indifferent eyes

The complexity of my senses

They betray my emotions

As he stands near

But with hidden resign

I plunge forward unaware

Of my footing beneath me

Only to peer to the window of reason

That continues to shut me out

But my uncertain struggle remains obscured

By his indifferent eyes that evade my existence