My Life - Flimsy

You All Call

Me fake it’s like

Everyday now I

Wake and bake

Before I jump into

A lake in an attempt

To suicide it’s like

I tempt myself it’s

Not worth it I’m

Convinced I should’ve

Died at birth because

I always have migraines

It’s hard to work on these

Days now because I feel

Like I’m stuck in chains

There’s not much I can

Do when I get these pains

Daily it’s like I can see my

Veins but the pain still

Remains there my eyes

Have strains for looking

At lyrics for to long it’s

Like I should gt a gun

And blast my brains all

Over the wall I find it so

Hard to switch lanes on

Days I could say something

Like I’m finally rich

But my mental are in a ditch

All of you are like 6ix9ine

You snitch like a bitch

Fuck mikey fitch

All these DMs everyday

Asking me to write away

I say I’ll do it right away

Im playing music night and day

I get lost in my thoughts

I’m on my path yet still I’m lost

I feel my heart turning to frost

Then light a cig, but at what cost

Doctor gave me medication

Therapy used meditation

Said I need some inspiration

Writing gets my dedication

Locked up in a room just writing these raps

Destined for doom, but I’m fighting the traps

Made a big boom, without lighting the straps

Now I am the dude «so delighting with the tracks»

I don’t wanna rap, wanna help people get better

But it’s become a trap, I can’t get free from this debtor

And y’all wouldn’t know my name if I never even met her

But if the decision came, I would leave y’all to go get her

Y’all don’t understand, it’s a feeling in my heart

They say I’m not a man, cause I’m crying in the dark

And when she’s not in my hand, the dying tends to start

I could make a hundred grand, but I’d still feel torn apart

I’m not in this for monetary gain Just tryna get rid of momentary pain

Send me a beat, guarantee it’s getting slain

There’s a million things going on in my brain

But y’all say you feel my strife

You cut a vein using a knife

But y’all are scared like Barney Fife

So you could never feel my life