Heliotropic - Failure

Right now we’re sick of everything

Tonight we’ll bind up our brains again

With eyes pinned I’ll fly around on your bed

We’ll grow close while our hearts disconnect

Morning is limping into the room

Pleading that we blind ourselves again

Rip out that heliotropic rose

Back off please let the lost get lost

I know my faith has meaning

But I’ve forgotten why

It’s so important to me

I can’t remember why

Living a phantasm of the nerves

Girlfriend’s chemicals in your head

Good days eventually oxidize

Put them with thoughts that escape your mind’s eye

I know my faith has meaning

But I’ve forgotten why

It’s so important to me

I can’t remember why

Seems like I’m fucked forever

Seems like at least right now

But I forgot why

I need to feel these things