Falling Apart - DizzyEight

Why do I do it?

I don’t need help, I just see pain

I’m going through it

Up on the shelf, covered and stained

Think that I blew it

Drank it myself, who could I blame?

Never the same, everything’s changed

I feel deranged, wrong in the brain

What is my purpose?

Thought that I found what I needed, I wanna go back

'Cause I didn’t earn this

Feel like I’m cheated, my heart is cold, it’s gone black

Running from my service

Brought to the height of a God, but where are you at?

It’s making me nervous

Eternity surfaced, without you, it’s worthless

Open your eyes

I never cry, I’m rotting within

Now I despise

Taking a breath, I battle my Sins

I’ll never be OK, no I’m hurting

But I’m supposed to, so I’ve turned in

To the worst me, feel it burning

Never stop 'till she comes back

Never giving up

I fall apart

Just to stumble unanswered

Just to stumble unanswered

My time’s up, I’m falling apart

Gave half my heart

Just to stumble unanswered

Just to stumble unanswered

My time’s up, I’m falling apart

I never knew purpose, pain I was birthed with

Stained by my curses, never been perfect

They painted me worthless, worthless

And then I found love and everything changed

Gave her my heart, it was never the same

She was taken away, how much more can I take?

Life is a burden, how much will it take?

It hurts just to mention her name

Yeah, it’s burning me

To think without you here

This life that I’m living ain’t feeling the same

It ain’t feeling the same

In your arms was the warmest when the weather was the coldest

I give up everything to get back a moment with you

There’s a hole in my heart, what it’s missing is you

I crumble apart in my loneliness, I can’t go on in this manner

I’m reaching out to you, I’m calling out to you

But I don’t ever get an answer

I fall apart

Just to stumble unanswered

Just to stumble unanswered

My time’s up, I’m falling apart

Gave half my heart

Just to stumble unanswered

Just to stumble unanswered

My time’s up, I’m falling apart

I’m falling apart

I fall apart

Just to stumble unanswered

Just to stumble unanswered

My time’s up, I’m falling apart

Gave half my heart

Just to stumble unanswered

Just to stumble unanswered

My time’s up, I’m falling apart