Gaslight -

I’ve been holding this back for far too long

No means nothing in a mind so small

I was told so many times to stay away

Thought I was used to the heartache

You crossed a line that I can never draw back

I’d rather tear my eyes out than see you again

And what the fuck do I get?

You controlling bitch

Laugh through the pain, let’s pretend we’re okay

What makes it even worse is you knew that it was wrong

Dragged my ass to hell and back and I’m still strong

But you left the biggest scar that I can’t sew shut

I’m bleeding these words since you can’t get enough

Imposter, psychotic, self-destructive fucking cunt

Malicious, detrimental, megalomaniacal, piece of shit

Liar, liar

Took me for granted, it’ll never happen again, liar

Wasted my time without consent

Two years gone, I could’ve used for my benefit

Liar, liar

Took me for granted, it’ll never happen again, liar

Wasted my time without consent

Two years gone used for your benefit

What makes it even worse is you knew that it was wrong

Dragged my ass to hell and back

And I’m still strong

But you left the biggest scar that I can’t sew shut

I’m bleeding these words since you can’t get enough

Look in the mirror, tell me what do you see?

A dirty fucking pig skinned alive, sold for free

I’m spitting these words since you can’t get enough

I’m only a number when your moral is fucked

And manipulation is passion, twist my head into a lesion

I’m choking on air that’s too toxic to breathe

Your flaw is insecurity, you can try to be me

And I’ll try to make you see

You’ll never succeed

Over my dead fucking body

You’ll be higher than me

Baby please, you’re a fucking disease!

Now get the fuck out of my head

I’m tired of this!

I didn’t want to love the hatred

I’m sleeping with sadness

I wake up shattered in pieces

And the last thing I’ll say

Despite what I thought was true

I hope no one goes the lengths that I tried to climb for you