Beautiful Machine - Evoke

I’m open minded but it doesn’t seem to change a thing

I’m being blinded by the things that I’m remembering

I’m somehow beside myself the high I felt is wearing off

I’m safe inside my shell it’s better when I’m not with you

I’m staying sober staring daggers deep into your head

The game is over all the things I wish I could’ve said are

Somehow irrelevant the past has come and gone again

It’s getting colder so I lock myself away from you

Please, you don’t know how it hurts me

And I want to believe

But I don’t know what it means

My beautiful machine

I’m breaking promises I should’ve broken years ago

I’m pushing shots into the blood of the ethereal

I’m not sure if I’m still making sense I’m losing track of time

I’ll die of arrogance it’s better when I’m not with you

Please, you don’t know how it hurts me

And I want to believe

But I don’t know what it means

My beautiful machine