I Just Don't Know -

I never said I was sorry

For the times I didn’t care

I never said I’m alone

I guess I’ll never feel at home

Cause it’s hard to find a silver lining in every choice you’ve made

You gave me the world, oh what a big mistake

I shut you out entirely

And oh, it all felt so real inside my body

I just don’t know, I just don’t know

If I can find it my heart to let it go

And five years later I’m sure I’ll say the same

I just don’t know, I just don’t know

If i can find it my heart to be the same

So many fingers were pointing at me

Yet how can I remember

My mind’s a blank, my body’s a canvas

And I can’t recall a thing anymore

I swear I thought I had more to say

Maybe I’m just a waste, maybe I have no place

I just can’t take this pressure anymore

And oh, it all felt so real inside my body

I just don’t know, I just don’t know

If I can find it my heart to let it go

And five years later I’m sure I’ll say the same

I just don’t know, I just don’t know

If i can find it my heart to run away

Then they said let it out

Paint a picture, write a song

Sing your heart out until you’re happy

Until you’ve made your voice

Oh I’ve said it a thousand times but you won’t listen

I just don’t know, I just don’t know

Why its hard when you’re young to let things go

And ten years later I’m sure I’ll say the same

I just don’t know, I just don’t know

But I found out what it takes to feel the same.