Heaven - Even In Blackouts

I change, and I can’t tell the difference

I can’t feel the difference

God, I can’t feel anything

I’m tired of justifying

I easily tire of thinking of change

When I say, «I don’t know»

I’m simply giving up

You had it all

Or at least what was good enough

I have what you had, or so I’m told

I can’t see how we’re the same

I can’t feel what’s the same

Oh God, I can’t feel anything

Oh God, I can’t feel anything

When I say, «I don’t know»

I’m simply giving up

And when I say, «I don’t know»

I’m simply giving up

Let’s say there is this thing called heaven

You’re there waiting for your memories to return

Watching who’s stepping through the gate

Well, that’s all fine

That’s gotta be

But when I die, don’t look for me

When I die, don’t look for me

When I die

I’ll just kill you

You’ll be dead again, you bastard

I’ll hug you

I’ll cry in your arms

I’ll slap you and kill you again

You bastard