Such Great Depths - Endwell

All along guardian you don’t exist lack of faith is in again

Fall alone is setting in

She stayed cold and left me dead

Now it’s driven in me head

That everything must end

That every book must close

But nobody forgets all forced sensations

You know just won’t last

A flow relations, all seem to grow crass;

Uninspired and far away from who I need to be

All so disappointing

Hear with nothing

I will leave, the same

This path I’m on disrupts all function

No discern no hope for calm

Inner dysfunction

I’ve never felt so alone

Never felt so disconnected from someone yet

Helping in their the all

Struggling to feel the things

That just cannot be forced

Desperation takes its toll

Surrenders to them all

Start again so far from here

Knowing the truth, that all along

You were just holding me down

Pulling me down, keeping me down