Anxiety Bath - Endwell

Keep fading

I know I can’t stay too long

So I take life as it comes

Crashing down on me in waves

Of despair, self-defeat, everything I try to be

If I could only wish this away

Just one day of stability

So I can kill what’s been killing me

The fact is that here it’s all about winning

Not how well you play the fucking game

No matter how hard you strive or slave

You’re just a pawn to a greater scheme

Of chance and greed, of gods and thieves

Of people lacking humility

Sometimes it seems

Their only purpose here is to bury me

And keep me from living my dreams

And keep me from living my dreams

First time they ripped it away

And then they laid you to waste

Third time they spit in your face

Fourth time, hell to pay

Three times but never more

Three times but never more, never

Stability falls away

There will be hell to pay

There will be hell to pay, hell to pay

There will be hell to pay

There will be hell to pay

Once was an artist now a fucking slave

Once was an artist now a fucking slave

Once was an artist now a fucking slave