A Past Never Born - EMERALD

Every day I wake up lying on the floor

I know it will be a day like all my days were before

I am alone but there is a dark something in me

A thronging voice, and it won’t leave me be

I curse these shadows that are clutching at my heart

But I am too weak now to search for a new start

I know it’s too late to turn back the hands of time

Soon comes the day I’ll just fade away and die

And when I’m falling asleep forevermore

I will remember a past nevr born

When I turned thirteen, it’s when my fat took its course

The day I lost childhood innocence I remember with remorse

Now I am sitting on the snow-clad curb stone

God if you can hear me, please don’t leave me alone

I know it’s too late to turn back the hands of time

Soon comes the day I’ll just fade away and die

And when I’m falling asleep forevermore

I will remember a past never born

Now I am just dreaming

Of a new dawn

Where my heart is whole

Not scarred and torn

The day draws nearer

A herald of the end

My life shall he a monument

To you my friends

Now I see clearer

What I gave away

I am aware I’m lost

I’ve gone astray

When my time has gone by

Angels will mourn

For a wasted life

A past never born