Agoraphobia - Elita

I don’t wanna get out of bed today

I know I should get up but I’m going to stay

I’m alright just lying here

To get up and leave is my biggest fear

I’m probably not missing out on much anyway

I wake up and wait for the next day

To come and leave

Am i naive

To stay in bed

I’m overtired because I slept for eleven hours

Dreaming of murders and fires

Twinkle, twinkle dying star

I find you quite bizarre

I’m probably not missing out on much anyway

I wake up and wait for the next day

To come and leave

Am i naive

To stay in bed

I call it self care but it’s really just isolation

Fueled by depression and my frustation