Letting Go - Ecostrike

I shut you out

Cos I’m scared to face myself

Don’t wanna push you away

But I’m too proud to ask for help

I try to keep my head on straight

Don’t wanna let my temper show

But no matter how hard I try

I can’t let the anguish go

There’s so much anger and I’m still holding on

All I feel is pain and I’ve felt it far too long

Don’t just wanna keep you out

And I drag myself behind

I can’t see who i wanna be

New age has left me blind

I can’t dwell on the past

And I can’t dwell on the hurt

I wanna grow and change

But i need the closure first

There’s so much anger and I’m still holding on

All I feel is pain and I’ve felt it for too long

I got to let it go