Breaking up with Death - Ecid

I have a habit of pretending I can multi-task

Ending up with so many open tabs

The whole world goes flat, my bad

Guess we’re digging to China to find a flat screen to crack

Imagination has a way of shaping the destinations on our path

Some days I wake up and wanna make out with the past

But most days I’m like fuck that

Take a bath make a track and make it last

I’m so hungry I could eat glue

But I’ll eat you instead, you little horse’s head

Today’s endorphin says you’re more alive than dead

So why hide in bed?

You’ve got that fortune to get

I’m breaking up with you, I’m breaking up with us

I’m selling all your shit, I’m burning all our stuff

I’m in a long distance relationship with death

It’s complicated, we need space to keep it fresh

It may be me

All that ADD

That’s making me

So crazy-z-z

It may be me

All that ADD

That’s making me

So crazy-z-z

I know you keep sleeping around with people I love

Like I wouldn’t find out and it wouldn’t beat me up

As if it wasn’t evil enough to stab me in the heart with my own blood

Yeah, take away my friends without a goodbye, good luck

I’ve been tryna break your heart but you’re invincible

In a world where empathy is not admissible

I guess I missed the mark, but I hit the bull

When I stopped tryna save you from being so miserable

I’m automating my emotions till my feelings are nothing

I can’t trust you, I can’t trust your cousin

I try to smoke and drink with someone before I judge them

But I blame both of you for the basket case I’m becoming

I’m breaking up with you, I’m breaking up with us

I’m selling all your shit, I’m burning all our stuff

I’m in a long distance relationship with death

It’s complicated, we need space to keep it fresh

It may be me

All that ADD

That’s making me

So crazy-z-z

It may be me

All that ADD

That’s making me

So crazy-z-z

Let’s pretend we’ve never met

We’ll meet again when we get reincarnated as house plants

Maybe then we can be friends and drown a branch in bong water

Till we mutate into a new strain, but I highly doubt that

When life is apple pies and picket fences personified

I suspect you’re locked up for a petty crime

But soon enough, you’ll be back and I won’t be going fine

Just a call away from losing my mind

I graduated to wearing black all year

Who knows when I’ll be gone, who knows when I’ll be here

But I’m ready for the fall at all times, my dear

Chasing Jameson down a hill with a trail of my tears

I’m breaking up with you, I’m breaking up with us

I’m selling all your shit, I’m burning all our stuff

I’m in a long distance relationship with death

It’s complicated, we need space to keep it fresh

It may be me

All that ADD

That’s making me

So crazy-z-z

It may be me

All that ADD

That’s making me

So crazy-z-z

I’m breaking up with you, I’m breaking up with us

I’m selling all your shit, I’m burning all our stuff

I’m in a long distance relationship with death

It’s complicated, we need space to keep it fresh