The Only Constant - Ebonivory

All I’ve know is the process

Stuck here in wasted time, I know

Sheer luck pulls me along

Finding a way to finish what I begun

But the end’s too far to see

I feel there’s something stopping me

I feel there’s something stopping it all

It hurts to know

That falling on deaf ears

Is really all I’m missing

Seems like progress

Feels so foreign

Distant deadlines

Are the start of all I know

It’s like there’s something smothering me

Can’t help but attempt to shake it and see

If I’m losing my way

And it pains me to say

I’m waiting for the day, but…

I’m waiting for the day, but…

I’m running out of days

I’m running out of days

And the end’s too far to see

I feel there’s something stopping me

Seems like progress

(All I’ve known is the process

Stuck here in wasted time, I know)

Feels so foreign

(Sheer luck pulls me along)

Distant deadlines

(Finding a way to finish…)

Are the start of all I know

Slowly but surely I wade

From a borderless pit of lethargy

Into a field that never ends

Don’t know the way, all looks the same

Memories preying on the space between the start and the end

Hoping one day;

won’t hear me say

I’ll sit and wait for a reason over and over again

I feel there’s something stopping it all

It hurts to know

That I am the wall

And I am the way over

I know that it feels so foreign

Words by night

Bound by time

Falling on deaf ears is really all I’m missing

Words by night

Bound by time

I’ll find light in the dark

With no end in sight

I am the wall

And I am the way over

I know that this time it’s progress

Words by night

Bound by time

I’ll find light in the dark

With no end in sight

Looming closer

Slowly but surely I wade

From a borderless pit of lethargy

Into a field that never ends

Words by night

Bound by time

I’ll find light in the dark

With no end in sight

I will find light

These days are more than numbers

These nights are more than numbness

I’ll brave the only constant

All I’ve known is the process

Stuck here in wasted time, I know

Sheer luck pulls me along

Finding a way to finish what I begun

And still the end’s too far to see

But now there’s nothing stopping me