What We Had - Dylan Dunlap

There’s a reason why I never drank a double shot martini, slightly dirty

I stop breathing when I’m getting close to diagnosing what I already know

I could never ask for help

Thought I should just hate myself

I got a feeling if I leave in the morning all of my demons are coming for me

I try so hard to think I’m not my father

I forget about what makes me who I am

I try so hard to think I’m not a goner

Mm, but I’m still here where it began

What we had was a lie

But I wouldn’t take it back

What we could have had if you tried

But we couldn’t make it last

I’ve been keeping on with the music so if h’s out there maybe h might hear it

I’ve been seeing every single movie from the one with George Clooney

«What are you doing?»

he said back in 2010

Back of the theater his face was red

But I don’t ever wanna' change a thing that made me stand on my own two feet

I try so hard to think I’m not my father

I forget about what makes me who I am

I try so hard to think I’m not a goner

Oh, but I’m still here where it began

What we had was a lie

But I wouldn’t take it back

What we could have had if you tried

But we couldn’t make it last

It’s okay to cry, it’s okay to laugh

It’s okay to be happy when I’m told I’m supposed to be sad

I don’t miss the fights, when it got bad

No I don’t miss a single thing about my old man

But what we had

And I wouldn’t take it back

What we could have had if you tried

But we couldn’t make it last