Longing - Drown

I feel ugly, I’m so tired

Trying to make it all make sense

I ask you to hold me

Hold me like never before

I might break

I don’t know how much more I can take

I ask you

It’s getting to me again

I know you’ve never seen me like this

It’s getting to me again

You don’t want to see me like this

I’m spitting up life again

I’m feeling it all again

Choking

I don’t want you to see me like this

Lay your hands on me

Your skin is warm

You could heal me — heal me

Just show me there’s more

I know you’ve never seen me like this

I never wanted you to see me like this

Choking

I don’t want you to see me lie this

I don’t want you to see me lie this

I don’t want you to see me lie this

I never wanted any of this