Contours - Driveways

I’ve been losing it nothing short of the usual

Drug abuse is the fuse and then I’m delusional

I’d never do it cause you would cry at the funeral

You were tired and beautiful, you would try and dispute it though

I know you gave it your dedication and made an effort

Know you hated the hesitation to stay together

Should have taken the medication to make it better

I’ll hate this mistake forever

I thought I saw the devil in a streetlight shadow

Thought I saw the reaper in the sky

When every single night was like a constant battle

You would always try to make it right

I thought I saw the devil in my own reflection

Thought I saw the reaper from below

When I was reminiscing nights when there was no protection

You would always let me let it go

But you’re gone now

I’ve been dying to clarify an apology

You were trying to sterilize every thought of a doubt

Deep inside of a curse that we haven’t buried

Like Virgil and Alighieri

And I was trying to follow you down

Both afraid to abandon hope but we need to enter

Saw the circles and now we can never be together

Should have taken the medication to treat it better

I’ll hate this mistake forever

I thought I saw the devil in a streetlight shadow

Thought I saw the reaper in the sky

When every single night was like a constant battle

You would always try to make it right

I thought I saw the devil in my own reflection

Thought I saw the reaper from below

When I was reminiscing nights when there was no protection

You would always let me let it go

But you’re gone now

I thought I saw the devil in a streetlight shadow

Thought I saw the reaper in the sky

When every single night was like a constant battle

You would always try to make it right

I thought I saw the devil in my own reflection

Thought I saw the reaper from below

When I was reminiscing nights when there was no protection

You would always let me let it go

But you’re gone now

I saw the devil in a streetlight

I would never want to be like everything I grew up to despise

In my head I want to rewrite

Every memory I keep tight hidden in the ruins I reside

I saw the devil in a streetlight

I would never want to be like everything I grew up to despise

In my head I want to rewrite

Every memory I keep tight hidden in the ruins I reside