Chaos Again - Driveways

I woke up in the waves in a daze as the tide rose

Tried to swim away I’m afraid

To fall back underneath

The deepest depths where it crept with its eyes closed

Left a secret hex on my head

I’ll never breathe again and I know

It left me there for dead on my own, I’m cold

Your memory befriended my ghost

Just a delusion from an ending I wrote

The chaos feels like home

I saw your eyes wide open late last night

The ocean floor felt fine

I think it’s by design I’m broken down inside

Erosion cuts with time

I know that I said I said there’s a light that’s up ahead

You said you said if you follow it you’re dead

I said I said there’s a light that’s up ahead

You said you said if you follow it you’re dead to me

I swore I saw the coast I was close to the shoreline

Tired and exposed in the cold

It pulled me underneath

And took me down just to drown for the fourth time

Buried underground with your doubts

I’ll never leave again and I know

It left me there to dig my own my grave, my home

Your memory befriended my ghost

Just a delusion from an ending I wrote

The chaos feels like home

I let this get inside my head

I think it time and time again

In every epilogue I’ve read

Seems like they never find the end

If you follow it you’re dead

You said I can see you down there

Heard your voice in my head

Drowned slow but you never found where

If you follow it you’re dead

You said I can see you down there

Heard your voice in my head

Drown slow the chaos feels like home