Control Freak - Doll Skin

Why should I hold on so tight

No room to breath my fight or flight

Caught up in this life, this chaotic ride

It’s been devouring, consuming me

The fog won’t clear for me, for me to see

When am I allowed to feel

So that I can learn to heal

Try to calm me down

I feel like I’m drowning

Control freak, controlling

How hard I hit the ground

(How hard I hit the ground)

Protecting myself, I’ll reimagine my disguise

Cover up this dark well, a place I’ve buried all my lies

There’s been some part of me, that can believe

Some things will change for me, for me to finally be allowed to heal

So that I can learn to feel

Yeah…

Try to calm me down

I feel like I’m drowning

Control freak, controlling

How hard I hit the ground

I can’t calm down it’s got a hold of me

Control freak, controlling

How hard I’ll hit the ground

I’m here, watching the time disappear

Trying to slow my mind

Try to calm me down

I feel like I’m drowning

Control freak, controlling

How hard I hit the ground

I can’t calm down

(It's got a hold of me)

Control freak, controlling

How hard I’ll hit the ground

How hard I’ll hit the ground