Immortality's Open Lake - Disgrace

In arid lands

The roots of men are mouldering

In the depth of mud

Surrounded by rotting bulrushes

A black unforeseen lake

It rinses me, sand calls me towards ruins

Immortality’s open lake

The kingdom of gulls

Dead fish

As a food of mind

Red eyes gaze

Bleakly at my neck… immortality?

And the rain washes rainbow down

I scrull to it, examinate a net

It twind from your hair

Curls dyed by bottom mud

Only the dead hear

The sigh of the sentenced

Who are inside the rounded rocks

In a mender stream

A day follows another

An engulfing red time

The red has spoiled my hands

And a sign is on my forehead

Maybe lunacy was my force

Buy you knew it

A dismal everyday, endless agony…

Please kill me!

Spin my remains

Burn them inside the circle

Take me away, apprehension

And bury me with cellophane flowers…