Better Person - Diptych

The truth is that I still hold grudges from you

It’s been so many years and I wish I was mature

And accept your silent apologies

But I guess I’m not that easy going person

That knows how to deal with the past

Five years past

And I’m still afraid of you

Five years past

And my worst nightmare come true

But just for tonight

‘Cause tomorrow I’ll be a better person

Guess I was right that whole time

It wasn’t just neurosis from my sick mind

I may want you to admit it

C’mon admit it

I was right

I was seeing clear

Five years past

And I’m still afraid of you

Five years past

And my worst nightmare come true

But just for tonight

‘Cause tomorrow I’ll be a better person

Calmin' down

There’s nothing to worry

Nothing to threaten

Nothing to fear

Sounds like a silly joke

No more feelings to joke

I can breathe

I can rest

Feel the air on my chest