Falling Apart - Dilana

I don’t believe what a fool I’ve been

Crashing into your lives again and again

One day I’ll repair broken thoughts in my head

I pinch my skin there’s no feeling

Choking under an ocean of rain

Am I going insane?

Does it matter?

chasing off to what never been real

tell me why do I feel I’m together

'Cause I’m not falling in love

I’m falling apart

and I’m getting confused

Cause I’m loosing my heart

I’m so bloody messed up

I don’t know where to start sick of hurting

I tried so hard, I’m not falling in love

Don’t go hiding behind the same old disguise

Caught up in that place that holds you frozen inside

I burned the sky so you could find your way

You leave me here in the dark bleeding

Drowning under a desert of rain

And I going insane?

Does it matter?

Im craving something much warmer than steel

Tell me why do I feel I’m together

I’m not falling in love

I’m falling apart

And I’m getting confused

Cause I’m loosing my heart

I’m so bloody messed up

I don’t know where to start sick of hurting

I’m trying I’m trying I’m not falling in love

Looking over an ocean of pain

If I took all the blame would it matter?

cause I’m not falling in love

I’m falling apart

and I’m getting confused

Cause I’m loosing my heart

I’m so bloody messed up

I don’t know where to start, sick of hurting

I’m trying so hard

I’m falling apart

I’m falling apart