I Wait - Digital Mystikz

There are no more barriers to cross

All I have in common with the uncontrollable and the insane

The vicious and the evil, all the mayhem I have caused

And my utter indifference toward it I have now surpassed

My pain is constant and sharp

And I do not hope for a better world for anyone

In fact, I want my pain to be inflicted on others

I want no one to escape

But even after admitting this there is no catharsis

My punishment continues to elude me

And I gain no deeper knowledge of myself

No new knowledge can be extracted from my telling