Vertigo - Diabolical

Soon to be taken away

From this world that I once destroyed

Seconds feel like hours

As I return the time I took

Those I blessed with deepest hate

Were only drops in the ocean of blood

That cleansed my mind, but left stains that I

Have not managed to was away from my hands

II

Epidemic yet healing parasites

Spawned in the chambers of spiritual genocide

Dead senses awaken as my body is injected away

Emotional intolerance

No one can provide the callous with fury

No emotions, no forbidden thoughts

No strength

No emotions, no forbidden thoughts

Not even death can kill this cancer… now

The smile of the open wound

Is yearning to be free

It will only take seconds

To wipe away the vertigo inside me

III

Fear takes control

In this everlasting machinery

Body lays dormant

Festering spite in pale semblance

Those I blessed with deepest hate

Were only tokens of my physical demise

Body is drained, but a seed has been planted

That they have not managed to take away

No emotions, no forbidden thoughts

No strength

No emotions, no forbidden thoughts

Not even death can kill this cancer… now

The parasite is holding me back

The disease erased my free will

Swept away by the comforting apathy

Not even death can kill this cancer

In my dreams at least I can kill myself