This Life That I Lead - Devious

This life that I lead, that I lead, that I lead, that I lead kinda hard to

believe

This life that I lead, that I lead, that I lead, that I lead got some scars you

can see

(Verse One)

Try to hide that feel but the heart pumps real

Took em off my sleeves but they still wouldn’t leave

So I get it now I’m frigid you can call that freeze

But my mind on ease and I chase that cheese

But I’m down on earth and I found my worth

Been a passionate soul since my mom gave birth

Good times came last bad times came first

If you walked my shoes you could talk my blues

But I stayed in tune battled with my wounds

Had a smile at 6 had a frown by noon

But I still can’t lose I will always win

I was hurt by 5, back on the grind by ten

This life that I lead, that I lead, that I lead, that I lead kinda hard to

believe

This life that I lead, that I lead, that I lead, that I lead got some scars you

can see

(Verse Two)

Some will call that luck, but it was destiny’s child

Now I’m all grown up I been here for a while

Yeah I paid my dues, I’m in the black with the rap

Spent a whole lotta time to hit the map with the rap

Yeah I sacrificed love that’s a heavy price

Just to get it out the mud, missed the married life

Wasn’t travelin outta town or seeing baby showers

Just a blessed songwriter working navy hours

Never cast your pearls because of images

Or be mad at the world and seeking vengeances

Have a plan b and c to start up businesses

And every book ever written was only sentences

This life that I lead, that I lead, that I lead, that I lead kinda hard to

believe

This life that I lead, that I lead, that I lead, that I lead got some scars you

can see