Serenade For The Fallen (intro) -

Paranoia rips through my head

Wonder what it’s like to be dead

Intense hatred all about

Left alone to figure it out

Truth and justice just a joke

Entire system just a hoax

Weakening with insecurity

No such thing as racial purity

Life and death become a game

Live or die it’s all the same

Lost my sense of morality

Got no place in reality

Got no point of reference

Got no religious preference

Must have really lost my mind

Time to leave this world behind

Heard too many lies

Afraid to close my eyes

Just don’t know what’s real

What’s the fucking deal?

Total darkness without a clue

Not much choice what can I do

Used to believe now I don’t

Make a difference you know I won’t

Product of my environment

Won’t live to see retirement

Fight while I’m still young and bold

Probably die before I’m old

With my back against the wall

What to do can’t take a fall

The heaviness is pressing down

Trying to force me to the ground

Can’t give up must somehow win

Can’t go through this hell again

Have to give it one more try

One more time before I die

Heard too many lies

Afraid to close my eyes

Just don’t know what’s real

What’s the fucking deal?

I can’t believe what I see

Only my thoughts are free

It’s morbid reality