Pull Me Under - Deuce

I’m so tired of hiding and running

Tired of all the lying

It’s like we never stop fighting

Until someone is dying

It’s too hard to keep on smiling

When this hate keeps on rising

Even hard to keep surviving

When this war is all they’re buying

It’s so binding, vilifying

But I know I can’t stop trying

Terrifying, terrorizing

I can’t stop, they’re right behind me

Will I survive the night on my own?

Or will I be left just to dry like a bone?

Women and knives and there’s nowhere to go

Take my hand now and just lead me back home

I’m so far away

From who I used to be

I want to be free

Will I ever see?

Soon as it feels like this world is gonna take me under

Soon as it feels like there’s nothing but left but rain and thunder

I wonder if I’ll ever wake up from this

I’ve been counting all the days, waiting to recover

Soon as it feels like this world is gonna pull me under

Soon as it feels like my life is just another number

I wonder if I’ll ever wake up from this dream

I’ve been counting all the days, waiting to scream

We keep going around in circles

We’ve learned to be so hurtful

In the end, was it all worth it?

When you thought it would all be perfect

All I hear is a voice cursing

While the real ones are smirking

I thought that peace would be returning

But the tables keep on turning

In my mind I keep utilizing

That this is what we decided

I keep trying to defy it

But all hope is lost, we’re dying

Will I be lost, kneel before the unknown?

There might be a place in a hearse we can go

It’s been a while since we’ve learned to come out

Nothing can stop us now that we know

I’m so far away

From who I used to be

I want to be free

Will I ever see?

Just to breathe

From above it’s still hard to see

What’s real in me

Nestled and safe, that I can be

So help me cause I’ve emptied

All this pain, it’s all red

They’re sending my remedy

It’s pretending like enemies

I’m so far away

From who I used to be

I want to be free

Will I ever see?

(Been counting all the days, waiting to scream!)