Solitude Reflected - Detonation

Destructive, discouraging, isolated

Words that describe a secluded mind

In stillness I wither, yet deserted and enshrined

Away from my wasted core

Where structure has faded…

A shadow that I crave to ignore

In solitude I am reflected

No more contempt for me to obtain

The chain of endurance, broken in motion

Once the portals lock one by one

Restrain what may never become again

Questions that have to be replied

A shadow that wants to be fed

One life that has to be taken

I am not the one to decide

Systematic procedures and regulation

In general perspective

As common as the rise of dawn

Yet appalling to me

Like the coming of a deadly storm

Solitude reflected

Socially rejected

Fragments of the past

To painful to confront

Yet I am conscious of my task…

As retribution lurks from below

Decisions should have been made

Fear, a life span taken by phobias

Limited are the paths to take

Narrow is the path to euphoria