None But Myself - Deride

Anger rise I’m at war slit my wrists when I’m bored

Public’s eyes disapprove can’t tell me what to do

Long have I seen you fail try so hard it’s a shame

How you all try to be so much more than what you

ARE, WEAK, FALSE, WRONG

Suicide not ashamed blast my head none to blame

Why should I live to see cancer age eating me

I’ll decide my own death I won’t choke in no bed

Weak and grey fill of AIDS rather eat razorblades

I’LL OUTLIVE YOU

I don’t need to act like you do never have and never will

Cause why should I even try when I don’t mind being ME

I DON’T FUCKING CARE (About none but myself)