Ashamed - Deer Tick

I am the boy your mother wanted you to meet

But I am broken and torn with halos at my feet

And with your purest light, why don’t you shine on me

Well, I should have been an angel

But I’m too dumb to speak

Now as she gets nearer, the visions get clearer

I’m kneeling, weeping

I will hold her dear

Oh, If your eyes water

You’ve got your favorite number to spin

And oh, oh, oh, oh, ah oh, ah oh, a oh wooa oh oh wooa

What a crying shame, a crying shame

What we became

Murdered my throat, screaming bloody all night

Hit him with a book and how he crumbles

Oh, you should have seen the arches tumble

They’re golden no more

Now I’m smiling in my blood

I’m caught in a whirlwind

I’m going to heaven

I’m standing on trial and it’s painted on canvas

An eternal testament to how we are so animalistic

And oh, oh, oh, oh, ah oh, ah oh, a oh wooa oh oh wooa

What a crying shame, a crying shame

What we became

I bow my head in the morning light and say goodnight

I held her hand and I, I kissed her eyes

Stumbled down the stairs and hang my self on high

And I started for the town

Lyin' in the front yard, I died