Half Alive - DED

Lately I’m not feeling like myself

When I’ve been living

In a frustrated medicated hell

I think I wanna get black out

I wanna feel infinity

I think I want it like right now

Just being here is killing me

Cuz lately I’m not feeling like myself

And I think I could really use some help

I’m half alive

I’ve been losing sleep

Over nothing and everything

Is their meaning in misery?

I’m half alive

I’ve been counting sheep

Is it nothing or everything

Maybe right here in front of me

I’m living half alive

Lately I don’t like being awake

Cuz all that means is

Fighting uphill battles everyday

I think I wanna get black out

I wanna be infinity

I think I want it like right now

Somebody show me some clarity

Cuz lately I’m not feeling like myself

And I think I could really use some help

I’m half alive

I’ve been losing sleep

Over nothing and everything

Is their meaning in misery?

I’m half alive

I’ve been counting sheep

Is it nothing or everything

Maybe right here in front of me

I’m living half alive

I’m gonna wake up

I’ve gotta wake up

I’m gonna wake

I’m gotta wake

I’m gonna wake up

Am I half alive

Am I half alive

Am I fucking sick?

Am I half alive

Cuz lately I’m not feeling like myself

And I think I could really use some help

I’m half alive

I’ve been losing sleep

Over nothing and everything

Is there meaning in misery?

I’m half alive

I’ve been counting sheep

Is it nothing or everything

Maybe right here in front of me

I’m living half alive