Capsules - decade

I often think about life

And where it all began

Because it makes me feel so small

And feeling small is better still

Than watching people look straight through

Like I don’t exist

Every day’s another way

To pick apart every mistake

I do it because it helps me sleep at night

And I’ll never get this right

But fucking everything up makes me feel alive

I often think about death

And where we all end up

Because it makes me feel so weird

And feeling weird is a-okay

We all feel strange from day to day

It’s what it means to exist

And every hour’s another who, what, when

And how did I get here?

I care too much ‘cause I don’t wanna die

I’ve got so much left to try

And fucking everything up makes me feel alive