Illusions - Deborah Blando

I thought that I was special

That’s what I was told

That I could make a difference

And have it all controlled

Sometimes I feel on my shoulders

The weight of the world

Just illusion

Just confusion

Reality is not what it seems

Delusions make me blind

Naïf belief in happiness

Is outside my mind

If life is just like a dream

Then please wake me up

And open up my heart

Where everything starts

You are the rainbow in my sky

(I feel the rain going through my side)

You are color to my eyes

(And that’s the sea and you’re the shore)

Loneliness becomes a friend

When the tears run dry

I’ll keep breathing when I’m scared

Remember I’m alive

To raise above the pain

One more day to survive

But that’s just not enough

That’s just not enough

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Reality is not what it seems

Delusions make me blind

If life is just like a dream

Then please wake me up

And open up my heart

Where everything starts

You are the rainbow in my sky

(I feel the rain going through my side)

You are color to my eyes

(And that’s the sea and you’re the shore)

Don’t leave me here in the rain

To hear my cry for your help

Why can’t I see you here now

Please stay with me and don’t go away