How Will He Find Me - Deb Talan

If I don’t stand out like a star among the moons

If I am always late and he always backs away too soon

I walk the world with a skin so thin

I can wear no adequate protection

Everything comes crashing in

If I’m too wide open for this place

But not enough for him to recognize my face

How will he find me

With no one’s arms to gather me together?

How will he find me?

Only held by gravity, faded with uncertainty

No longer young and not that pretty

How will he ever find me?

It never seems to matter, the tears I cry

There’s a well inside of me that never runs dry

From being born I guess, and born in life until we die

The music and the hope for love keep me alive

Still I wonder, how will he find me?

And what shall I do with a drunken heart

With goggle eyes and the troubling hunger

Reaching forward to trick mirror men

Leaning out and in again

If love is a game how can it be creation?

And if I’m wasting my time

How will he find me?