Lonely Road - Dark Half

I’m just one more step away

One more step away from my grave

One more push and I’m off that ledge

Go ahead and I’ll break that leg

I reminisce about what you said

Always be a man, never run away

Always makes a stand, but I can’t today

I’ll never understand all the words you say

I’m sick of all the pain and I don’t wanna live in

All of this bullshit you call life

Sick of the depression, never learn my lesson

So this is my last goodbye

Reminisce about uselessness listen this

When I envision this slit wrist, it’s sadistic and twisted

My thoughts are realistic

But I know this and I flow this

Till my body has rigor mortis

Never focus, wouldn’t notice

All I know is that my life is atrocious

Give me a gat, a bottle of jack

Five vicodins and some Johnny Cash

Then step the fuck back

Death is just one call away

Don’t you know?

Where you go?

When you go

Such a lonely road

Lonely Road

Yo this life ain’t fucking worth it

Why do I feel worthless?

Yeah I’m far from perfect

But why do I deserve this?

Slit wrist don’t mean shit

I’m not pissed, I’m numb now

I don’t even need to scare to show ya’ll I don’t care

I just block the world out somehow

My attitude’s been foul and lately I really couldn’t give a fuck

I get drunk cause I’m down and out my luck

Stuck in a rut, and my life really sucks

And I still won’t admit that I’m the one that fucked up

Just a lonely nobody with no homies

Hoping somebody will feel sorry for me

My whole life’s a tragedy

And the man in me is RIP

Dead and gone forever

I know it won’t get better

So here’s my last letter

Seems like in this life of times

Shit gets worse everyday

Motherfucker like me can’t really take the pain

And I’m about to blow it away

Gimmie that yay, gimmie them shrooms

Give me that liqour then leave the room

I’m trying to consume everything that hurts my body

Thinking that I’m ready to party, but fuck all that

I’m about to lay back and slit my wrists

Ain’t nobody coming back bitch

But still every little thing I did in my life

I’m about to end it with these pills

And now I don’t know what to do

Should I let it bleed, or just cut it through

Or fuck with you, and everything you put on my shoulders

Bitch I tought I told ya

I come through blastin with action

Leave your ass on the ground

Put a gun to my dome, pull the trigger

And I bet you’ll hear the sound

I’m so depressed, a fucking mess

My life is so shifty and I’m about to give my brain a rest