Disorder - Dark Half

Once I’m born, I can’t maintain

The facts increase

The facts of insanity circuit in my mind

But they’ll never really find the body with some dog

Move, I’mma nod screamin at god

Why am I this way?

Hatin myself every god damn day

Shotgun under the chin ready to go once again

Killin myself cause I know I can’t win

Will I die?

Will it be another suicide?

Why try?

Would they wanna lie and say you’ll be fine?

But you’ll burn in hell from the way your flesh smells bitch, burnt and fell

And if I cannot come with my stress, I’m gonna kill myself I guess

Gun in my hand, I never was blessed

Children that we once were, ice in your chest

I can’t see through this

I can’t live through this

I can’t see through this

It’s my fault…

Annihilation is my destination, domination of the game

What’s my claim to fame?

It cuts your neck with one slice

No need for toe tags or body bags, I keep em in my cellar

Tape they mouth shut and cut the heads off of these motherfuckers

Busters try to stop my grind, even though homicide is on my mind

And suicide ain’t far behind, I swear I’m finna snap this time

Place this bastard in his coffin, stab a message as I sock him

Lick the blood up past his coffin and preserve this

Close the lock…

I can’t see through this

I can’t live through this

I can’t see through this

It’s my fault…

Kill yourself, nobody’s watchin

(Except death, he’s always stalkin)

I don’t think that I can take this

(I don’t think that you will make it)

Fuck this world, I’m always breakin

(I'm sick of people always fakin)

Who they are, and what they know

(Where they’ve been and where they’ll go)

survive based on my soul

(Lab rat, faced with no control)

Watch you rot but you’ll never feel whole

(And that’s my trip down the devil’s road)

So if I don’t die before your wake

(That will be your last mistake)

The road of life, this is obvious

(Nobody cares)

No one gives a shit…

Breaking, I can’t see through all this… nonsense

You hypocritical faggots

Your talking still means nothing

Yell at me again, I swear to god that’ll be your fucking end

I can’t see through this

I can’t live through this

I can’t see through this

It’s my fault…