Dead and Dying - Dark Half

Cause you’re the one they wanna see

Take away from everything

You’re dead and dying

Why are You still crying?

You’re the one we wanna see

Everything You mean to me

Dead and dying

Why are You still crying?

Hey yo I break my fuckin' neck just so I can feel my end

I feel this awful pain and then I wait it out again

I have no friends, I know I never did

I do not give a shit about this life, I never win

Care less about your daily pain and everything You stress

It’s hard to live your life when you are constantly depressed

These infected wounds, these inflicted wounds

These things they come right at me and they hit me too soon

Do You understand?

What it takes to live amongst the damned

The ones who live alone, the ones who never had a plan

I am the one who sits alone at night

Prayin' for better days where I have the will to fight

I could be a better man but sometimes I’m scared to try

Sometimes I think I’d rather die than be alive

I’m sorry that it came to this

I just wish I could exist, just wish I could exist

The way she died in front of me is so exciting

The way she was bleeding man, it was so inviting

I had to show her that I love her, put my knife through her

Twisted it from side to side and watched her body slowly quiver

As I stabbed at her liver I kissed her on her head

Should I dump her in the river?

Or keep her under my bed

The last words she said, I swear they still haunt me

But that ain’t fuckin' stoppin' me from keepin' the body

Obviously, it’s my personal autopsy

Doin shit I seen on TV just because I’m crazy

I cut through her chest and I remove her bowels

Even though the stench is foul, I just cover it with Lysol

So I wrap her guts in ties and I quickly remove them

Make sure nobody is a witness to my mayhem

It’s sad that I’ll never see my baby again

Oh well, I guess I’ll see that bitch the day I go to hell