Trying To - CYRUS

Feel like I can’t live my life 'til I conquer all my fears\nBut, I’m feeling pretty good, guess there’s not much that I fear\nImplemented no new friends, ended up with like no friends\nAnd if ugly is my name, well, then, pretty’s what I’m is\nJust discovered my worth, feeling awesome as ever\nWhen I make plans for the future I follow through in the present\nIs everybody my cousin?\nEvery woman a lesson?\nEvery rapper the best rapper, 'cause well, fuck, that’s impressive\nThat there’s a no from me, bruh\nWe just ain’t taking them drugs\nAnd if you prodding for something, I think your newest shit suck\nI think I’m better than y’all, think I’ve got me that juice\nAnd when it come to that squeeze, I’m nothing short of the truth\nAnd that ain’t nothing but facts, need to drop some new singles\nI got some women I smash, but file taxes as single\nAnd look, if this shit’s so bad, then why you show for no reason?\nAin’t nobody here need you, and when you see me believe\nThat I’ve been trying to enjoy myself\nTakes a little time 'fore you know yourself\nI’ve been trying, I’ve been trying\nI’ve been trying, I’ve been trying, I’ve been trying, I’ve been trying\nI’ve been trying to enjoy myself\nTakes a little time 'fore you know yourself\nI’ve been trying, I’ve been trying\nI’ve been trying, I’ve been trying, I’ve been trying\nBut I just don’t get inspired by nobody, just a bunch of nobodies\nI’m at that point in my life where some exposure mean nothing\n'Cause I don’t show up for clout\nYou like my Netflix subscription, like, dawg, is you still around?\n'Cause I forgot you existed\nI think a chance just got missed, but not the chance that I found\nAnd most the time that advance, don’t always help you advance\nDon’t always need that shit now, that shit it don’t ever last\nAnd when I reach my decline, I’ll swipe my card 'til I’m spent\nSo much that on and off shit\nStill rather ask for forgiveness, but long as I’m getting checks\nThen I’ll stay minding your business\nYou shouldn’t play with your life, on every court with no lights\nOr turn your back on somebody that come equipped with a knife\nJust shit I’ve learned over time, lots of blood on my spine\nThat’s why it’s me and myself, left everybody behind\nAnd everybody that helps, doesn’t receive any help\nAnd every dance with the devil is just a dance by yourself\nSo I’ve been trying to enjoy myself\nTakes a little time 'fore you know yourself\nI’ve been trying, I’ve been trying\nI’ve been trying, I’ve been trying, I’ve been trying, I’ve been trying\nI’ve been trying to enjoy myself\nTakes a little time 'fore you know yourself\nI’ve been trying, I’ve been trying\nI’ve been trying, I’ve been trying, I’ve been trying, I’ve been trying\nI’ve been trying