The Way To Nowhere - Curious

I tried to hate you,

forget you,

suppress you,

replace you,

understand you

and forgive you

But all in vain

your words should have been meaningless to me but they weren’t

Why do you do this to me?

Providing the most precious moment of my life

And tearing my heart into pieces in one breath

You are probable not wasting one more thought on me While I dissolve in hopes and doubts

But that’s the way it goes, I guess

I would give up everything for you

My pride,

my dignity,

my principles

my home

my life

I knew it 's ruined anyway

You are so far away

And I am bond here

You head for your ancestors

I for my future carrier

You long for freedom

And I for you

Everybody has warned me of this

Has foreseen my misery

But wasn’t it you

Saying nothing happens by chance

So tell me where can I hide

Where shall I go Now that I am a 'lone lorn creature'

I won’t see the truth

I don’t want to believe this

I can’t understand

I just don’t get it right

Is this your revenge

Where I believed it mine?

I don’t want these thoughts any more

Please get them out of my head

I don’t want to be the victim once more

No more sacrifices

Every new disappointments lets your heart grew thicker

But who will ever cut through this cover

I can’t, I won’t face the truth

But eventually I have to Maybe fate never intended

to see me happy in the end