Hikikomori - Crywank

My Dad told me each love will be different

My Dad told me each love will be good

But my Dad’s never had a broken heart

'Cause my Dad’s got my Mum

I’m too scared to fall in love again

I’ll just focus on my family, my art, and my friends

I’m too scared to fall in love again

I’ll just focus on anything else

I want to be academic, confident, and romantic

But I just feel weird and overdramatic

Daily reminders that I am pathetic

When you’re surrounded by it, it’s hard to forget it

I see your straight faces in the magazines

The ones I used to read when I was thirteen

Now I can’t sleep from all these flashbacks

Caravans and guys in bands and polystyrene hands

Everything I had, I seem to have lost

And everyone who loved me seems to have forgot

Everything I want seems so far away

I’ll just stay in bed for another day

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