Through Adversity - Crematorium

Don’t see any sign of life

I consider these sins as such as life

I can’t see anything shining through

I can’t turn the cheek

To your hand of doom

Trick wires pulse as the season is lost

What you have suffered is not what you’ve lost

Writing yourself until nothing is gone

Loosing yourself within this day

Watching youself swimming in cost

Running yourself until the symptoms are lost

Alone with ones self

I’m staring at the sun

Watching myself witness the end

I’m staring at the son

Asking myself is this the end

I’m staring at the sun

Watching myself

Is this the end

This is your life in hell

Washing sin in the racist sun again

Want to know why this life is times again

Wash myself in these lifeless times again

And I was taught to do unto others

Before I do unto myself

Washing in chemicals

Everything’s lost

Loosing the lies that we’ve studied so well

Bury yourself to nothing at all costs

Living yourself like there’s nothing to trust

I don’t see any sign of life

Watching these sins through my bloodshot eyes

Loosing myself unto times of disgrace

Loosing the life until nothing is left

These are the tools used to bury this life

Bury myself goodbye to my lies

I stand against the grain

Only to loose

Again

I’m staring at the sun

Watching myself witness the end

I’m staring at the son

Asking myself is this the end

I’m staring at the sun

Watching myself

Is this the end

Forever

I shall lay

Silent

With myself