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Eyes wide

Pounding heart

Sweaty sheets

Ripped apart

Frustration

Take another hit

Feel the sensation

I don’t got the patience

Another night new location

Yet the still same old vibrations

I see the beauty in the rain

I see the beauty in the snow

I see the beauty in the pain

It’s all a part of the show

Reaching out and dying slow

Gave up on the things that I used to know

I’m all woe and vertigo

Head looking down at the floor

It’s what the know me for

Am I an outcast or a fucking slave?-

To a system with a lack of brains

It’s a cold world so I keep burning

No worship no lord

No tables for you to be turning

No loss no reward

I’m not living for today

I’m not living for the weekends

I’m not living for the months

I’m not living for the seasons

I’m not writing for approval

Not taking shots at any weaklings

I’m just giving proof to death

That I had some fucking meaning

The future will be in the past eventually

Feel the moment this the only air I breathe

Desensitized by the lack of change

And lack of control that I’d rather dream

Instead of feeling deranged

But when you lay in bed and can’t fall asleep

You question why you try to think

Instead I write ‘til I run out of ink

Then crumble the pages

Splash my face with the water at the sink

Feel like I’ve been up for ages

Just understatements I’m out of touch I’m out of sync

I’m out of touch I’m out of sync

«And the Christian word for sinning, in Greek is Αμαρτάνει, which means to the

miss the point»

Sometimes I hear the phone when it ain’t going off

4:30 should be sleeping but I don’t give a fuck

And I know you been pushed over

And I know you’ve had enough

But I can’t just take that shit lightly

Can’t just be shit 'outta luck

I need for you to speak up

We used to talk about our lives

And now all you do is letup

We getting high to just get by

Hoping it’ll purify

Take a hit of the poison

Well lay right here ‘til the sun comes up

We don’t got no fucking reason

To ever move again no

Well keep the door shut

I’m just trying to hear your voice

And stories ‘til we turn to dust

I found a place we can rot together

We can share a seat- just sit tight -just stay near

I’ll hold you close so that there’s nothing to fear

But what’s forever if one of us dies before the other

Epitome of me and only me

I’m trying to put words to a color

Some days Indigo some days Tiffany-

I just had an epiphany;

that well never gets back to that infancy

So rigid, yet lacking validity

'Cause all I feel is neoteny

But I can’t avoid the toxicity

So flick the lighters

Light the fire

Flick the lighters

Light the fire