The Mourning You Changed - Convictions

Life was so perfect when we were in the garden.

We flourished.

We grew together.

Like a rib taken from Adam, you were my Eve.

You taught me how to believe.

You were so beautiful to me.

You were my best friend,

The one who I could confide in.

Your laugh, your smile,

Made everything worthwhile.

Everything that I’ve ever known

Is crumbling beneath my feet.

You broke these promises you swore you’d keep.

I tried to make you remember me

But you’ve already picked from another tree.

Dressed in disguise

But now I see straight through you’re lies.

Serpent!

Queen of deceit.

You manipulated my mind and hid your infidelity.

You took my innocence from me.

Our love wasn’t enough and lust overcame.

No remorse, no apologies, and no shame.

Everything that I’ve ever known

Is crumbling beneath my feet.

You broke these promises you swore you’d keep.

Every word that you said to me

It’s nothing when you turn your back

Everything I am is everything you

Every morning I wake up wishing this was a just a dream.

Our garden withered and the weeds didn’t rest.

There’s a piece of you missing from my chest.

Not only a rib but a piece of me deep down.

Oh bone of my bone lost in the garden never to be found.

Everything that I’ve ever known

Is crumbling beneath my feet.

You broke these promises you swore you’d keep.

Every word that you said to me

It’s nothing when you turn your back

Everything I am is everything you

Although we said «Forever,"you couldn’t follow through.

God will heal these wounds and I’ll move on without you