Up And Down - Complete

Feel like I’m losing the plot, feel like a loser a lot

I forgot what I want to achieve with my music I need this confusion to stop

Even though I said bye to Jordan, I’ve still got that noose in a knot

Not sure if ill use it or not

F, F, F, Fuck that, I’m refusing to flop

Cause I gotta stay focused and make a change, escape the dark and break the

chains

From makers mark and plasing blame, to making marks and taking aim, Its my life

Yeah gotta prove 'em wrong, can’t look back now gotta move along,

gotta cruise with the bruises refusing to lose cause I choose to improve when

the musics on, Yeah

I just wanna do my best, but there’s so many things that produce my stress,

I’ve been sitting in a? nest where I patiently wait for a snake that would

chew my flesh

Same dudes that would root my ex, but i still gotta few guys left

Shout outs to my crew, I ain’t got huge biceps but i do my reps

As the moonlight sets I expect the worst, I’m not quite sure if I’m blessed or

cursed, so I’m putting in extra work

I dont wanna be the best in Perth, just the best on Earth, sometimes I forget

my worth, sometimes i just get so depressed it hurts, sometimes I dont really

wanna live another minute but giving ups for quitters and respect is earnt

STAY STRONG

Gotta tell myself that, and help excel my welcomed health back, lost it all,

shell was helltapped, dropped the ball and felt the world crack

Woke up and I had an epiphany, have to commit to a pattern and my passion

prolifically, I just wanna be rapping teriffically with a rapid delivery,

doesn’t matter if you happen to critic me 'cause.

This is all I know

What a life, I remember the day that I gotta mic, kids at school would say that

I forgot I’m white, now the same cunts play me on Spotify, Huh

Gotta thank my foes, they would tease me for wearing those gangsta clothes,

I was pulled down lower than an anchor goes but that just shows how far

through the ranks I rose

Much lose to my fans and supporters, you’re the reason I stand and record this,

you were there when my Nikey’s were blood stained, and still there when

abandoning Jordan

You were there when I started this music, you were there for the panic

disorders, saw me go through hell and back like Humpty Dumpty lord knows that

this man has been haunted

I don’t know if I’ll make it or now, but I feel less stressed every page that i

jot so I say what i want to the day that I drop and I’ll pray I can take all my

mates to the top

So Ima do what I need to do, 'cause you belive in me and I believe in you,

I keep going cause your giving me a reason to, this is just the beginning I

ain’t leaving soon

I’ve been up and down, I’ve been underground, I’ve been climbing mountains to

get this fucking crown

I’ve been up and down, I’ve been underground, got these rappers saying no, no,

no, no, no, but.

I’ve been up and down, I’ve been underground, I’ve been climbing mountains to

get this fucking crown. I’ve been up and down, I’ve been underground,

got these rappers saying no, no, no, no, no, but.

I’VE BEEN UP AND DOWN